Im feeling empty, sad, alone, i have never been so alone in my life.....
i have lost the only worth thing for my on this life, the only person that made it worth to awoke in the morning.... im feeling blue, sad, broken and pathetic..... i was not worthy of the best woman in the world, now i must live everyday with that.

i just dont know how will i ever do that again, i will be able to keep on it, to keep on living..... im just fucking worthless, i dont care about the fucking world if she is not going to be around it..... i just want everything to end..... everything.....